Hey it has been a seriously long time since my last post. Well i guess maybe i was too caught up with my SPM exams he he.(YEA RIGHT). well as for my SPM it's almost over i only still have 1 more last paper next Tuesday, which is my art's objective paper ha ha a subject which most people won't even bother to open the book to read.
Anyway, since my last post i notice that i don't feel like the Ken Neth i was maybe it's because of the things that has happen around me. well many things has happened since my last post and to be honest it's mostly bad things well to me i mean. haizh... i really miss my old life so much has change some how now i don't feel full any more... some how there is something missing, its like there is an empty space in me. well i really don't know what is that, but some how this emptiness of mine makes me feel well unloved, it's like my life is missing something. i feel as if i am no longer close with my family i feel as if i am drifting a part from not only my family but also my friends and also my cell members. (God please help me!!) it's like everything i have is just beginning to fade away. some how i feel as if i am drawing away from it. But why? why do i feel this? i just don feel like i am Me... And i don like this feeling at all. i really don want to have this kind of changes in my life. i seriously don't!!
i some how find myself to be like a total stranger in my own house, i don't really leave my room now a days, maybe it's because there is some one new here or maybe it's just myself trying to keep myself locked up maybe it's because i cant accept the changes in my life now everything seems to be going and changing so fast that i cant cope up with. I some how always feel safe in my room because, everything always remains the same nothing changes, unlike the world which is so rapidly changing. i feel so left out... ha ha i feel as if i am going crazy... its funny in school i can control my class mates from fighting, i can stand up to help my friends, i can help some friends with their problems, but i cant help myself, i cant solve my own problems and it just keeps on adding up.... hmm what's wrong with me?? i can help others with their problems but why cant i help solve my own its really irritating you know being able to help other's but so totally helpless towards your own problems.
I feel just SO SO totally helpless. recently i can't seem to do anything right. i feel so hopeless unable to help comfort a friend, when i myself have been through what my friend is going through now. By right i should be able to help comfort my friend but i just don't know why. everything i tried just end up making things worst being unable to help makes me feel just so totally hopeless, useless. ARGH!!!! well i have not been really happy recently well, i guess i have not been happy at all it's like everyday is just a normal unhappy day me. And i am seriously getting really sick and tired of always having to give fake smiles it just makes me feel like i am such a hypocrite DANG i just hate that!! but i guess i have to right it's just something that we have to do right like every one else some times no matter how we dislike that person we still smile to them, but well maybe it's a good thing. but i am putting up fake smiles just to tell people i am happy when i am not it's like i am filled with disappointments, and anger towards myself.
ha ha ha i feel like a little girl just complaining complaining about all of my problems well this is a blog right where i can express out how i really feel ha ha ha... anyway this is my prayer i surrender all of this above all of my disappointments, my anger, my sadness and maybe even all my hate all to you God i am sorry for i should not keep all of this to myself so God please help me take all of this away thank you^^
Friday, November 30, 2007
Monday, May 28, 2007
Love
i was watching some kung-fu dynasty chinese movies and i notice that in this films 2 lovers 1 of them comes from a rich,powerful family like royal,etc... the other from a poor family some how
they are seperated because of their different status... hmm n it hit me.... y do they do that y?? did they really did that during the old days and sometimes it stil happens here in this time of age funny 2 say but y do parents separate the couple jz because of their status.... hmm love can sometimes be vry vry complicated sometimes... wel as usual d movie ends wif d couple run away 2gether, the couple's parents c through or worst case they both die i mean d couple they both die dat would mean the end of story sad but its a show =P..... niways i jz hope my love life doesnt bcomes lik dat wel since i hv nth 2 post it suddenly hit me so i posted dis topic enjoy^^
they are seperated because of their different status... hmm n it hit me.... y do they do that y?? did they really did that during the old days and sometimes it stil happens here in this time of age funny 2 say but y do parents separate the couple jz because of their status.... hmm love can sometimes be vry vry complicated sometimes... wel as usual d movie ends wif d couple run away 2gether, the couple's parents c through or worst case they both die i mean d couple they both die dat would mean the end of story sad but its a show =P..... niways i jz hope my love life doesnt bcomes lik dat wel since i hv nth 2 post it suddenly hit me so i posted dis topic enjoy^^
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Mothers day...(emotional hahax XP)
Mothers day a day where everybody celebrates the sacrifice and hard work of mothers towards the family....
well its a day which i will not have the chance to celebrate cause my mum passed away when i was young....anyways on her(my mum) birthdays, anniversaries i and my father would head on to PD where she was well set free i guess in a way to like pay her a respect or visit well we would also buy her flowers...
well today i and my father went n i drop d flowers into the sea as always is jz dat dis time it was too close to shore n it began to smash on the rocks and me and my father was seating on the rocks looking out at the oceans both having our individual thoughts& prayers i suppose well until a point where the flower were smash unto the rocks til the petals starts to fell of piece by piece and once i stared at the petals thoughts of the past both sad and happy was going through my mind like the cartoons in the movie where the characters have flash backs...
so it happened to me but mostly it was sad thoughts about her it was until a stage where tears began to flow out but not enough to form to tear drops but i held back i have no idea why but maybe i was jz tryin to be strong i guess well thoughts kept coming over and over again and i realize that in so many years with her i didnt really had the chance to tell her how much i loved her how much i loved my one and only mother and that nothing can take her place... and i failed to keep my promise at the moment... somehow deep down under all the fake smiles and seriousness i was putting up. My heart was filled with only sorrow and sadness nothing more...
its true you know of what they say that 'you will never miss that some 1 or some thing until the day their or its gone and will regret it' well my lifes greatest regret at the moment is not letting my mother know how much i loved her...
not long afta we left the shores to the city... inside the car my dad stop and went to buy some things once he was gone tears out of no where came flowing out of my eyes thoughts of sadness came again flashing through my mind..
the night b4 was cell group and our cell leader told us to 'invite your parents.' to our neighbours well i took a glance at my left neighbour and turned bck and once i looked at my right neighbour which became my front well he only stared at me and i at him for i could tell he was speachles for he did not know wut to tel me cause d fact is dat i lost my mother well at the end he only gave me a smile =) and well i also smiled bck for i knew in my heart that there is nothing or no words at all that could be spoken... thinking about this mayb i still need a little more time to let go of my past sorrowful memories...
so those of you out there who reads this i only hope that you will treasure those you have with you now b4 its too late and regret it lik i do now and suffer...cause i noe how it feels and it's not easy letting it go...
anyways Happy Mothers day to all the mother's on earth hahax
(abt dis post its abit emotional but its from the vry bottom of my heart so enjoy i guess...o.O)
well its a day which i will not have the chance to celebrate cause my mum passed away when i was young....anyways on her(my mum) birthdays, anniversaries i and my father would head on to PD where she was well set free i guess in a way to like pay her a respect or visit well we would also buy her flowers...
well today i and my father went n i drop d flowers into the sea as always is jz dat dis time it was too close to shore n it began to smash on the rocks and me and my father was seating on the rocks looking out at the oceans both having our individual thoughts& prayers i suppose well until a point where the flower were smash unto the rocks til the petals starts to fell of piece by piece and once i stared at the petals thoughts of the past both sad and happy was going through my mind like the cartoons in the movie where the characters have flash backs...
so it happened to me but mostly it was sad thoughts about her it was until a stage where tears began to flow out but not enough to form to tear drops but i held back i have no idea why but maybe i was jz tryin to be strong i guess well thoughts kept coming over and over again and i realize that in so many years with her i didnt really had the chance to tell her how much i loved her how much i loved my one and only mother and that nothing can take her place... and i failed to keep my promise at the moment... somehow deep down under all the fake smiles and seriousness i was putting up. My heart was filled with only sorrow and sadness nothing more...
its true you know of what they say that 'you will never miss that some 1 or some thing until the day their or its gone and will regret it' well my lifes greatest regret at the moment is not letting my mother know how much i loved her...
not long afta we left the shores to the city... inside the car my dad stop and went to buy some things once he was gone tears out of no where came flowing out of my eyes thoughts of sadness came again flashing through my mind..
the night b4 was cell group and our cell leader told us to 'invite your parents.' to our neighbours well i took a glance at my left neighbour and turned bck and once i looked at my right neighbour which became my front well he only stared at me and i at him for i could tell he was speachles for he did not know wut to tel me cause d fact is dat i lost my mother well at the end he only gave me a smile =) and well i also smiled bck for i knew in my heart that there is nothing or no words at all that could be spoken... thinking about this mayb i still need a little more time to let go of my past sorrowful memories...
so those of you out there who reads this i only hope that you will treasure those you have with you now b4 its too late and regret it lik i do now and suffer...cause i noe how it feels and it's not easy letting it go...
anyways Happy Mothers day to all the mother's on earth hahax
(abt dis post its abit emotional but its from the vry bottom of my heart so enjoy i guess...o.O)
Sunday, May 6, 2007
Driving test
First of all b4 i start with this new post i notice that my recent few post was a bit over dramatic hahahax anyways about the problem with my friend in the last post. Well it ended up to a misunderstanding and i seriously doubt that some teachers info that he gave me about my friend isn't true because now we are talking again and like old times being good friends and well i also would like to apologize for jumping to conclusions sry abt that...
o yea about my driving test i took last monday well what could i say hmmm well i passed hahax those of you who tought that i would fail well sry to disappoint you but i passed hahax XP ...^^ but i will only be getting my P license on the 21-5 and my car well still uncertain when it will come as well thats not a really good news for me... well ill talk a little on my driving test well we had to reach at SDC which is about 20 minutes drive from my house at 7:30 so and we went there registered and wait hearing each number being called out to do both the road test and PS3(parking,slop& 3 point turn) test made me and kc vry nervous abt it hahax well kc got called first to do the on the road test and i was called to do the PS3 test abt 30-35 mins after kc was called and well on the road test is always the longest cause there were vry little testers on that day and it took 10 minutes per student plus there was about 200 of us there...
anyways while i was waiting nervously waiting for the car to arrive for my test my instructor came and gave me a BIG, WEIRD & O SO SO VRY SCARY smile sumting lik dis X) with his teeth showing out well honestly it freaked me out big time.... he reminded me of my uncle wearing a cap with a pair of olden sun glasses @.@ and giving me that all so scary smile XD wow that seriously send chills up my body hahax.... but seriously when i look at him he really reminds me of my uncle hahax his looks and the football club he supports LIVERPOOL all the same like my uncle... but all in all he is vry funny we always chat about football about Liverpool and all cause i myself happened to be a Liverpool fan as well hahax.... anyways bck to the topic after giving me that weird and scary smiles he asked me if i was ready well i replied saying ok lar cause i didnt noe wut to say... well i got into the car with my hands shaking and weak legs i was seriously nervous like all the other students but i went trough it and passed the PS3 test and went straight to the road test and saw kc still waiting there....
well we waited about another 1hr means kc waited there for about 3 hrs to take his road test... o yea about the road test testers(from JPJ) there were 5 of them well there was 2-3 was quite friendly i guess cause they had smiley faces X)...
3 plum and 2 thin guys ...
another 1 was abit hard to tell was he friendly anot... another 1 more a plum guy he was like the nightmare of all the students there including me cause out of 10 students about 8 students that come bck he would be the one driving at one point he even made 1 of the girl students cried T_T i was lik ok i hope his not goin to be the testing me XP so while i was waiting 1 of the SDC instructor was there announcing our number bcause they go according to the number 1-200 + well not according really they skip around like 1,28,18,122 etc.. and mine was 96... so kc came bck and he went for his PS3 test passed s well and i was stil waiting until round 4+ watching the students comin out from d car wif both X) smiley and X( sad faces... but mostly it was from the plum guy who was the nightmare of all with his vry vry fierce look, black glasses and a seriously bad attitude it was like he we were all his enemy so as we were waiting kc waiting with me 4 my turn i told my instructor...
I said: i hope/i pray he wont be my tester (cantonese)
he replied: hou ar he vry gd u should hope he take u....
kc said nth but laugh bside me and in my mind i was thinking is he mad o.O???
i did actually said that... i said: uncle u ok r u wan him wo the fierces among all wo d merciless guy?? u hv got 2 b jk with me...
but he said yesh he is gd... and with that he left me speechless and oni toughts going through my mind wow ok my instructor has either lost it o he needs to tighten a screw hahax...
well afta they hv finish the amount of document dey would nid to go to the pondok to take more of our files so d merciless tester and another X) tester went at the same time to take the files and well my number was called and i was praying saying plss not him not him not the merciless guy plss NOOOOO!!! it was seriously scary but den afta awhile he stop and unbuttons his uniform WOW was that a relief for me so another tester replace him but i also didnt seat in that car 5161 i can stil remember that car number hahax and well i did pretty well except for a part where i sort of beat the trafic light and started to say o Sh!t, shoot o noo crap... n afta a while oni realise i actually sad those words i didnt even dare to look at the tester but according to the law im not at the wrong cause i have cross over the line oni the light turned yellow... so at the end i passed the test and by the time i finished it was 5+ i waited there for like 6 hrs straight... ^^
o yea about my driving test i took last monday well what could i say hmmm well i passed hahax those of you who tought that i would fail well sry to disappoint you but i passed hahax XP ...^^ but i will only be getting my P license on the 21-5 and my car well still uncertain when it will come as well thats not a really good news for me... well ill talk a little on my driving test well we had to reach at SDC which is about 20 minutes drive from my house at 7:30 so and we went there registered and wait hearing each number being called out to do both the road test and PS3(parking,slop& 3 point turn) test made me and kc vry nervous abt it hahax well kc got called first to do the on the road test and i was called to do the PS3 test abt 30-35 mins after kc was called and well on the road test is always the longest cause there were vry little testers on that day and it took 10 minutes per student plus there was about 200 of us there...
anyways while i was waiting nervously waiting for the car to arrive for my test my instructor came and gave me a BIG, WEIRD & O SO SO VRY SCARY smile sumting lik dis X) with his teeth showing out well honestly it freaked me out big time.... he reminded me of my uncle wearing a cap with a pair of olden sun glasses @.@ and giving me that all so scary smile XD wow that seriously send chills up my body hahax.... but seriously when i look at him he really reminds me of my uncle hahax his looks and the football club he supports LIVERPOOL all the same like my uncle... but all in all he is vry funny we always chat about football about Liverpool and all cause i myself happened to be a Liverpool fan as well hahax.... anyways bck to the topic after giving me that weird and scary smiles he asked me if i was ready well i replied saying ok lar cause i didnt noe wut to say... well i got into the car with my hands shaking and weak legs i was seriously nervous like all the other students but i went trough it and passed the PS3 test and went straight to the road test and saw kc still waiting there....
well we waited about another 1hr means kc waited there for about 3 hrs to take his road test... o yea about the road test testers(from JPJ) there were 5 of them well there was 2-3 was quite friendly i guess cause they had smiley faces X)...
3 plum and 2 thin guys ...
another 1 was abit hard to tell was he friendly anot... another 1 more a plum guy he was like the nightmare of all the students there including me cause out of 10 students about 8 students that come bck he would be the one driving at one point he even made 1 of the girl students cried T_T i was lik ok i hope his not goin to be the testing me XP so while i was waiting 1 of the SDC instructor was there announcing our number bcause they go according to the number 1-200 + well not according really they skip around like 1,28,18,122 etc.. and mine was 96... so kc came bck and he went for his PS3 test passed s well and i was stil waiting until round 4+ watching the students comin out from d car wif both X) smiley and X( sad faces... but mostly it was from the plum guy who was the nightmare of all with his vry vry fierce look, black glasses and a seriously bad attitude it was like he we were all his enemy so as we were waiting kc waiting with me 4 my turn i told my instructor...
I said: i hope/i pray he wont be my tester (cantonese)
he replied: hou ar he vry gd u should hope he take u....
kc said nth but laugh bside me and in my mind i was thinking is he mad o.O???
i did actually said that... i said: uncle u ok r u wan him wo the fierces among all wo d merciless guy?? u hv got 2 b jk with me...
but he said yesh he is gd... and with that he left me speechless and oni toughts going through my mind wow ok my instructor has either lost it o he needs to tighten a screw hahax...
well afta they hv finish the amount of document dey would nid to go to the pondok to take more of our files so d merciless tester and another X) tester went at the same time to take the files and well my number was called and i was praying saying plss not him not him not the merciless guy plss NOOOOO!!! it was seriously scary but den afta awhile he stop and unbuttons his uniform WOW was that a relief for me so another tester replace him but i also didnt seat in that car 5161 i can stil remember that car number hahax and well i did pretty well except for a part where i sort of beat the trafic light and started to say o Sh!t, shoot o noo crap... n afta a while oni realise i actually sad those words i didnt even dare to look at the tester but according to the law im not at the wrong cause i have cross over the line oni the light turned yellow... so at the end i passed the test and by the time i finished it was 5+ i waited there for like 6 hrs straight... ^^
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Things are turning ^^
Hey guys sry 4 taking me so long to update my blog cause there has been lots of things going on both GREAT & BAD niways ill first start of with the GREAT wel the great things that has happened this few weeks is that i have been officially promoted as the new head prefect of sekolah sri sedaya ^^ other than that i have oso been promoted in my cafe ministry im in charge of all the new recruited members and temporary in charge for the saturday shift...^^ thats for my promotions only well my dad has also bought me a CAR ^^ yeshh... finally i am going to hv my own car soon my its a kenari dark blue my dad bought it over from my uncle well at least i have a car to drive muahahax( will post the photo when i get the car) and i would also be taking my driving test on the 30th of april means by the end of this month so pray that i pass ^^ so i can drive... DRIVING= to my FREEDOM hahax i cant wait to drive esspecially in my own car than i dont need to always depend on my cell members and family members driving me so cham... always need to burden them...
other than that well it is jz as usual plan chaos lolx cause of the positions im holding...
O yea today there was a marriage seminar in the church and i was put incharge in preparing the beverages and finger food for the first time for such a big event there were only 2 of us on duty and we expected the people to come out at 3:45 but hv to b ready by 3:30 so we started at round 2 sumthing but was also in a rushy pace cause we tought we had 1 hour but after i was boiling the tea and coffee we didnt rush that much because we tougt that there was stil plenty of time (so we tought) unfortunately by 3 sharp the seminar ppl came out while we were stil unknowingly preparing and we were so so so vry shock practically stunted and we werent ready at all but fortunately the coffee and teh tarik was about ready so all we had to do was just bring out the finger food n display it on the counter and the drinks too wel the drinks which i was suppose to make for 250 ppl i oni did around for 100 ppl hahax so it was vry chaotic but at the end both my boss and big boss did not blame us cause no one anticipated that it would be so early hahax so i hv learn to always be early hahax if not it might end up to a disaster hahax... well thats for all today will post again as soon as i can hahax bye...
other than that well it is jz as usual plan chaos lolx cause of the positions im holding...
O yea today there was a marriage seminar in the church and i was put incharge in preparing the beverages and finger food for the first time for such a big event there were only 2 of us on duty and we expected the people to come out at 3:45 but hv to b ready by 3:30 so we started at round 2 sumthing but was also in a rushy pace cause we tought we had 1 hour but after i was boiling the tea and coffee we didnt rush that much because we tougt that there was stil plenty of time (so we tought) unfortunately by 3 sharp the seminar ppl came out while we were stil unknowingly preparing and we were so so so vry shock practically stunted and we werent ready at all but fortunately the coffee and teh tarik was about ready so all we had to do was just bring out the finger food n display it on the counter and the drinks too wel the drinks which i was suppose to make for 250 ppl i oni did around for 100 ppl hahax so it was vry chaotic but at the end both my boss and big boss did not blame us cause no one anticipated that it would be so early hahax so i hv learn to always be early hahax if not it might end up to a disaster hahax... well thats for all today will post again as soon as i can hahax bye...
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
In Deep Trouble!! ( extremely violent!!)
Heyx hahax 2 post in one day hahax yea cause too long didnt post have alot of things to post now... anyways as you all can read my title u all would already have a rough idea what i am about to say... some of you maybe be thinking '' bla bla bla here we go'' or 'O NO I WONDER WHAT HAPPENED!?' =.='' lolx well after a very very busy week of sports every one should be thinking that things would go back to normal esspecially for me well how ON EARTH COULD I POSSIBLY BE WRONG ABOUT THAT!!! shouldn't it be that after sports day everybody would go back to school and study hard like normal--doing well in their exams yea di yea da...bla bla blah...same o sane o story...well IT DIDNT so...ITS JZ TOO DARN BAD!! yea for me =.=''
niways it started of last week friday after our sports rehearsal for the sports day... a large amount of cash and handphones was reported stolen to the disiplin teacher... note:( IF YOU ARE THE LITTLE BRAT!! who stole those things u beta seriously careful man cause if i find u i will make sure u pay for the things you stolen and the TROUBLE U CAUSED MY TEACHER U LITTLE DIRTY @#!$% #!@%$ @!#%....I HOPE YOU ARE READING DIS U LITTLE BRAT!!)
well blogs are suppose to be positive and all but im sry people cause you will soon find out why im saying all this...
and the title for this paragraph of my life is: ( BEING STUPIDLY HONEST & TOO STUPIDLY DARN HELPFUL!!)
So on tuesday our disiplin teacher called me and a few other prefects on duty to do a spot check so before i went i helped 3 of my classmates to put some illegal things in the locker and including my books so cause i was in a hurry i borrowed another friends locker and i didnt noe which one was her locker but according to the direction she gave me her locker was suppose to be on the right... which was DEH!!!!! WRONG ONE!!! = BIG TROUBLE!! and THE CORRECT STINKING LOCKER IS SHOULD BE ON MY LEFT NOT RIGHT!! (gd work you dumb morron...) how on EARTH could i make such a big mistake...sooo the person who owns the mistakenly placed illegal items locker was just behind me and reported it to the teacher @!#$ HOW LUCKY CAN I BE SERIOUSLY!! niways so the illegal items were confiscated for a month and i was sent in to see the disiplin teacher T_T *boo hoo* and well fortunately my 3 classmates covered up for me... and also the teacher who confiscated the items (not the DT) also did covered me.... BUT THAN... according to the teachers i was 85% supposed to be the next head PREFECT!!! the decision was going to be made this friday... and now WELL ALL I CAN SAY IS GOOD JOB TO MYSELF FOR BEING SUCH A SMART FELLA WHO JZ FLUSH DOWN ALL MY HARD WORK OF 6 YEARS OF GIVIN A GOOD IMPRESSION TO THE TEACHERS BCAUSE OF MY FOOLISH MISTAKE IN HELPING MY FRIENDS AT THE SO SO SO VERY WRONG TIME NOW EVERYTHING IS RUINED... ( i am now like zidan during the world cup ruining his reputation cause of one foolishly stinking mistake...) WEL so far things are looking bit stable i suppose but still im on very very thin ice here.... I WILL NOT DO THIS SAME MISTAKE EVER AGAIN!!! end..
WELL when i tought that day was over after school i went to the staff room to collect bck my phone cause we are allowed to bring our handphones but we need to pass it to the admin office to keep so there i was standing there chit chating with my form3 geo teacher while a student is arguing with the DT abt taking bck his phone suddenly... out of no where a so LOOKED LIKE A CIVILISE parent walks in and ask for his daugthers phone bck but the DT told him that he could not give him bck cause 1. its not with him but with the CEO and 2. her phone has been confiscated and is againts the school rules... BUT THAT IDIOTIC,STUBBEN HEADED, PIG HEAD, GOOD FOR NOTHING,WORTHLESS, PATHETIC, BARBARIC AND A WASTE OF TIME, FOOD, WATER &EVERYTHING.. SO CALLED FATHER did not accepted the DT explaination BUT continue to shout and scold the DT while his wife is at the side leaning on the book shelfs jz STARING he even said that '' i wil not give face you'' to the DT and also ''WHAT IF MY DAUGHTER ONE DAY WERE KIDNAPED CAUSE HE USUALLY SENTS HIS WORKER OR DRIVER TO PICK HER UP''
( oh jz shut the @#$! up and spare me all that bullshit man... 1. your daughter has already broken the skool rules, 2. who the hell are you to come bugging in making a big fuss out of a small matter 3.if you are so scared that your daughter would get kidnap y cant u jz pick her up UR DARN SELF 4. even if the kidnapper kidnap ur daughter do you think he would say 'i have kidnap u ok so now you can make a cal to call the police and parents to come and catch me!?? o come on man use UR BRAINS!! A LITTLE LAR!! HOW DUMB CAN U BE!!)
so the DT continue to explain to that THICK HEADED PARENT that he cant return the phone bck in a very calm and polite manner while the parent in shouting and scolding like a monkey having a banana in it's hand... they argued until a point where the PARENT finally loses it and grabs the DT shirt and was goin to hit him with his fist ( nearly assaults the DT)and i was stunned and nvr would hv predicted that so was the DT and all the other students and teachers... at the end the DT stil was not willing to give bck the phone and ask him to go with him to see the CEO when they were leaving the BARBARIAN pointed and said to the DT " DUN BE FUNNY WITH ME ARE!! BLOODY HELL!!" and im thinking in my mine "BLOODY!@#$ URSELF FIRST LAR U STUPID IDIOTIC AND SO CALLED FATHER!!! o plss come on you dun even deserve to be a father you are spoiling and bringing a bad name to word father & parent!!) YO come on man even i and my other friends as student would also know how to respect my teacher and you as a parent acting like a barbarian setting a horid example to the students and acting lik a total FOOL!! come on man even i noe what is moral and respect and to love my teacher but u as a parent dun even know that haizh... at least hv u even think of putting urself in the DT shoes his JZ DOING HIS STINKING JOB do u think he likes being a DT when he knows he wil be hated by the whole school!! if i were u THANK GOODNESS I AM NOT... after the thing U hv done i would DIG A hole and put myself in that hole man do u hv any idea HOW FOOLISH U LOOK!! after that a teacher asked me what would i do if the parent reali hit the DT i replied:'' i would jz hold him bck.''( cause i was in much trouble and i am jz a student to interfear.) BUT THINKING ABOUT IT BAH WHO CARES THE MOST IS I LOSE MY POSITION AS A PREFECT PROBABLY BE SUSPENDED FROM SCHOOL... BUT I WOULD TAKE ANYTHING IN MY PATH AS HARD AS POSSIBLE AND WHACK IT TO HIS HARD HEADED NUM SKULL DON CARE IF HE BLEEDS CAUSE HOPEFULLY IT WOULD WAKE HIM UP!! BECAUSE TO ME I RESPECT MY TEACHERS A LOT AND ITS WORTH IT IF IT MEANS JZ TO DEFFEND MY TEACHER AND NO ONE AND I MEAN NO ONE ASSAULTS MY TEACHER'S!!
im sry for writing such a post but this is true and is from me and what i think if u dont like it so be it and so what and who CARES... Its my blog and i can write WUTEVA i wan to write!!
niways it started of last week friday after our sports rehearsal for the sports day... a large amount of cash and handphones was reported stolen to the disiplin teacher... note:( IF YOU ARE THE LITTLE BRAT!! who stole those things u beta seriously careful man cause if i find u i will make sure u pay for the things you stolen and the TROUBLE U CAUSED MY TEACHER U LITTLE DIRTY @#!$% #!@%$ @!#%....I HOPE YOU ARE READING DIS U LITTLE BRAT!!)
well blogs are suppose to be positive and all but im sry people cause you will soon find out why im saying all this...
and the title for this paragraph of my life is: ( BEING STUPIDLY HONEST & TOO STUPIDLY DARN HELPFUL!!)
So on tuesday our disiplin teacher called me and a few other prefects on duty to do a spot check so before i went i helped 3 of my classmates to put some illegal things in the locker and including my books so cause i was in a hurry i borrowed another friends locker and i didnt noe which one was her locker but according to the direction she gave me her locker was suppose to be on the right... which was DEH!!!!! WRONG ONE!!! = BIG TROUBLE!! and THE CORRECT STINKING LOCKER IS SHOULD BE ON MY LEFT NOT RIGHT!! (gd work you dumb morron...) how on EARTH could i make such a big mistake...sooo the person who owns the mistakenly placed illegal items locker was just behind me and reported it to the teacher @!#$ HOW LUCKY CAN I BE SERIOUSLY!! niways so the illegal items were confiscated for a month and i was sent in to see the disiplin teacher T_T *boo hoo* and well fortunately my 3 classmates covered up for me... and also the teacher who confiscated the items (not the DT) also did covered me.... BUT THAN... according to the teachers i was 85% supposed to be the next head PREFECT!!! the decision was going to be made this friday... and now WELL ALL I CAN SAY IS GOOD JOB TO MYSELF FOR BEING SUCH A SMART FELLA WHO JZ FLUSH DOWN ALL MY HARD WORK OF 6 YEARS OF GIVIN A GOOD IMPRESSION TO THE TEACHERS BCAUSE OF MY FOOLISH MISTAKE IN HELPING MY FRIENDS AT THE SO SO SO VERY WRONG TIME NOW EVERYTHING IS RUINED... ( i am now like zidan during the world cup ruining his reputation cause of one foolishly stinking mistake...) WEL so far things are looking bit stable i suppose but still im on very very thin ice here.... I WILL NOT DO THIS SAME MISTAKE EVER AGAIN!!! end..
WELL when i tought that day was over after school i went to the staff room to collect bck my phone cause we are allowed to bring our handphones but we need to pass it to the admin office to keep so there i was standing there chit chating with my form3 geo teacher while a student is arguing with the DT abt taking bck his phone suddenly... out of no where a so LOOKED LIKE A CIVILISE parent walks in and ask for his daugthers phone bck but the DT told him that he could not give him bck cause 1. its not with him but with the CEO and 2. her phone has been confiscated and is againts the school rules... BUT THAT IDIOTIC,STUBBEN HEADED, PIG HEAD, GOOD FOR NOTHING,WORTHLESS, PATHETIC, BARBARIC AND A WASTE OF TIME, FOOD, WATER &EVERYTHING.. SO CALLED FATHER did not accepted the DT explaination BUT continue to shout and scold the DT while his wife is at the side leaning on the book shelfs jz STARING he even said that '' i wil not give face you'' to the DT and also ''WHAT IF MY DAUGHTER ONE DAY WERE KIDNAPED CAUSE HE USUALLY SENTS HIS WORKER OR DRIVER TO PICK HER UP''
( oh jz shut the @#$! up and spare me all that bullshit man... 1. your daughter has already broken the skool rules, 2. who the hell are you to come bugging in making a big fuss out of a small matter 3.if you are so scared that your daughter would get kidnap y cant u jz pick her up UR DARN SELF 4. even if the kidnapper kidnap ur daughter do you think he would say 'i have kidnap u ok so now you can make a cal to call the police and parents to come and catch me!?? o come on man use UR BRAINS!! A LITTLE LAR!! HOW DUMB CAN U BE!!)
so the DT continue to explain to that THICK HEADED PARENT that he cant return the phone bck in a very calm and polite manner while the parent in shouting and scolding like a monkey having a banana in it's hand... they argued until a point where the PARENT finally loses it and grabs the DT shirt and was goin to hit him with his fist ( nearly assaults the DT)and i was stunned and nvr would hv predicted that so was the DT and all the other students and teachers... at the end the DT stil was not willing to give bck the phone and ask him to go with him to see the CEO when they were leaving the BARBARIAN pointed and said to the DT " DUN BE FUNNY WITH ME ARE!! BLOODY HELL!!" and im thinking in my mine "BLOODY!@#$ URSELF FIRST LAR U STUPID IDIOTIC AND SO CALLED FATHER!!! o plss come on you dun even deserve to be a father you are spoiling and bringing a bad name to word father & parent!!) YO come on man even i and my other friends as student would also know how to respect my teacher and you as a parent acting like a barbarian setting a horid example to the students and acting lik a total FOOL!! come on man even i noe what is moral and respect and to love my teacher but u as a parent dun even know that haizh... at least hv u even think of putting urself in the DT shoes his JZ DOING HIS STINKING JOB do u think he likes being a DT when he knows he wil be hated by the whole school!! if i were u THANK GOODNESS I AM NOT... after the thing U hv done i would DIG A hole and put myself in that hole man do u hv any idea HOW FOOLISH U LOOK!! after that a teacher asked me what would i do if the parent reali hit the DT i replied:'' i would jz hold him bck.''( cause i was in much trouble and i am jz a student to interfear.) BUT THINKING ABOUT IT BAH WHO CARES THE MOST IS I LOSE MY POSITION AS A PREFECT PROBABLY BE SUSPENDED FROM SCHOOL... BUT I WOULD TAKE ANYTHING IN MY PATH AS HARD AS POSSIBLE AND WHACK IT TO HIS HARD HEADED NUM SKULL DON CARE IF HE BLEEDS CAUSE HOPEFULLY IT WOULD WAKE HIM UP!! BECAUSE TO ME I RESPECT MY TEACHERS A LOT AND ITS WORTH IT IF IT MEANS JZ TO DEFFEND MY TEACHER AND NO ONE AND I MEAN NO ONE ASSAULTS MY TEACHER'S!!
im sry for writing such a post but this is true and is from me and what i think if u dont like it so be it and so what and who CARES... Its my blog and i can write WUTEVA i wan to write!!
Sports Day
Heyx lolx its been quite a while since i hv posted my blog, cause of the recent busy events, as sports day jz passed....So as captain of my house there was much things to do.... niways sports day has pass and i can finally get on with my studies seriously.... well abt the sports day well my team didn won for the Keseluruhan Juara and etc... but at least they did their best and won most of the events.... the reason y my house lost was because our members depended too much on the sports events and did not pay attention to the others such as Sukan Tara, Marching, Keceriaan which are about 40-50% of the total marks.... niways during this sports day i was given a great privilege to read the students pledge.... hmm.... i also notice that cheering really does help as when my runners was running nearing the finish lines about a 100meter left they would hv tired out themselves but i was beside all of them and ran with them by doing this i notice that once i ran with them they would look at me and gave their best and finish the race while looking at me while running hahax its a bit scary though lolx.... wa i am such inspiration to them hahax ceh leh no lar jk jk jk..... im not trying to boast about myself or what but it is indeed really very satisfying to see them run and finish the race knowing its because of the cheers I/we gave... there was a girl in my house she ran for the 4x400meter race and once she nearly finish about another 100 meters more to go... she gave up and was walking slowly fortunately the 2 other teams were very very far behind so i ran nx to her and i shouted and said that she could do it and i would run with her and finish the race with her together at first she kept on saying she cant do it but den once i say i would run and finish with her she gave all she had and she ran with me and finish the race my team ended up 2nd place in that race once she reached the finishing line she collapsed but i was very very proud of her. ( of course lar i was there to help her.).... so this is apart of my sports day story hahax hope that u guys would enjoy it.... here are some sports day pics too enjoy^^
ME!! surrounded by the country,state,school and all four-four house flags... reading the students pledge in my full scout uniform ^^
HERE is the team which i mention about ealier which came in 2nd ^^ not a really good picx tough but stil hahax im really very very proud of them...
YEA MAN YELLOW HS FLAG HAS BEEN LIFTED UP HIGH!!
<=YELLOW HOUSE CAMP!! And
The Perbarisan!! (I was behind)
ME!! surrounded by the country,state,school and all four-four house flags... reading the students pledge in my full scout uniform ^^
HERE is the team which i mention about ealier which came in 2nd ^^ not a really good picx tough but stil hahax im really very very proud of them...
YEA MAN YELLOW HS FLAG HAS BEEN LIFTED UP HIGH!!
<=YELLOW HOUSE CAMP!! And The Perbarisan!! (I was behind)
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